It’s amazing what can happen when you expect nothing and just let things come to you.
At the end of last November, I suddenly had a thumb-sized mass appear on the side of my right leg. It was right in the middle of the scar from my melanoma surgery I had in 2014. Melanoma was back after being dormant for three years. Surgery was quickly performed in December to remove the tumor and some lymph nodes. I’m now a Stage 3C cancer patient.
Surgery recovery lasted a few weeks into January. The surgery site on my leg healed properly, but I had large fluid build up in my groin area where the lymph nodes were removed.
January consisted of more oncology appointments and the beginning of my oral chemotherapy treatment. This new preventive treatment is designed to reduce the chance of melanoma reoccurrence. The treatment has many side effects and every patient reacts differently to it. It turns out I would experience almost all possible side effects and it took months to find the proper dosage that my body would tolerate. The side effects I experienced are varied:
The treatment is designed to last for one year and would therefore last the entire riding season. I did not have much hope of being able to ride Patch consistently, much less compete. Tracy and I decided to take it a day at a time. I started riding Patch fairly consistently in between my major side effect flareups. Some days were good, some days were not. Luckily, Patch is a fairly consistent horse and doesn’t need to be ridden every day.
The first show of the season arrived quickly. Tracy and I planned to compete at the Stable View Horse Trials in Aiken, South Carolina in March. I felt fairly good the days leading up the event. However, two days before the event, I started getting some major side effects. Then, I barely had enough energy to walk my course the day before the event. I had to take breaks at each fence to catch my breath. I did manage to walk the course twice. Needless to say, I would not be able to compete the next day if I felt like this.
Tracy and I would end up not getting much sleep as I would go through a rough night of chills, shakes, and sweats. The next morning, Tracy got both horses ready and braided and off we went to the show. Tracy did all the work at the show, because I needed to preserve as much energy as possible. The rest is a blur. Somehow, I did manage to ride all three phases, finish double clear, and somehow win the Training Rider division! Credit goes to my super groom Tracy and super pony Patch.
It was exactly what I needed. Maybe I can do this. It won’t be easy, but maybe it can work out. The two days after the horse show were spent on the couch. I was not tolerating and not recovering from the treatment very well. On top of it all, The Chronicle Of The Horse called for an interview.
By the month of May it was finally decided that I could only tolerate half of the recommended dose of my treatment. Things started to become a bit easier and major flareups reduced in occurrence and intensity.
Tracy and I travelled to MCTA Horse Trials and it was to be my move up to Modified. The course looked tough, but that is what Patch and I needed if we want to make it to Preliminary one day. Patch and I ended up in the middle of the pack of a large division after dressage. We then show jumped double clear before tackling the cross-country course. Patch made easy work of the course and we had a blast. I was completely out of breath by the end of the course. All the hard work payed off and we finished in second place! Is this really happening?
As the summer approached, the temperatures and humidity increased. Tracy and I discovered that my treatment made me especially sensitive to hot and humid weather. I would get out of breath rapidly. Even walking to the barn was difficult. I started riding Patch late in the day to try to avoid the heat.
Tracy and I were very concerned about the potential hot weather at the Maryland Horse Trials in July. It was clear that I would not be able to complete a cross-country course in extreme heat and humidity. By some miracle, the temperatures ended up being in the 70s with low humidity for that weekend!
Our dressage test was fairly solid, but we were last in 13th place. However, Patch and I went double clear in show jumping and cross-country to take the win! Cross-country took it out of me again and I was completely out of breath for the last third of the course.
Tracy and I travelled to Five Points Horse Trials in September after a bit of a summer break. This time the hot and humid weather persisted. My performance was not as good and I struggled a bit in show jumping. I could barely breathe half-way through my cross-country course, but I still managed to complete. Patch and I finished sixth.
In October we traveled back to the Maryland Horse Trials. The weather was friendlier. Patch and I had one of our better dressage tests at the Modified level. Sadly, we had one rail in show jumping, but we again jumped clear around the cross-country course. We finished in second, right behind Lauren Kieffer! I was fairly out of breath after cross-country, but my stamina seemed to be improving.
Tracy and I finished the season at the Virginia Horse Trials. I was certainly looking forward to the nice cool weather. Saturday I was not feeling well due to a headache that I could not shake. I managed to ride a solid dressage test, but ended up with two rails in show jumping. This put us last in a large division. Sunday I felt good and Patch and I had an awesome round around the cross-country course. We finished tenth.
None of this year’s success could have happened without the help and support of many people. Special thanks go to my wife, Tracy Hinze, who provided constant over the top help and support. To Tracy’s parents, who provided much needed help around the farm. To my parents for moral support. To Jan Byyny and Ragan Roberts for the eye-opening lessons of the past year. And to all my friends providing words of encouragement and support. It takes a village!
A relentless rain didn’t put a damper on the first horse inspection at the 2019 Dutta Corp Fair Hill International Three-Day Event in Elkton, Md. The CCI3*-L presented first in front of the ground jury of Helen Brettell (GBR) and Valerie Vizcarrondo Pride (USA) and all 62 horses were accepted to start the competition. C Me Fly ridden by Colleen Rutledge and Jos UFO De Quidam ridden by Heather Jane Morris were both sent to the hold, but were accepted upon reinspection. Lasse 73 ridden by Jennifer Salinger was asked to jog twice, but was accepted after the second pass down the lane.
The USEA Young Event Horse (YEH) East and West Coast Championships will take place this weekend on opposite sides of the country. On Thursday and Friday, October 17 and 18, the East Coast Championships will take place at Fair Hill International in Elkton, Maryland. Then on Sunday, October 20, the West Coast Championships will run at the Fresno County Horse Park (FCHP) in Fresno, California.
Rutledge Farm is thrilled to welcome back two-time Olympic gold medalist Phillip Dutton to host his second eventing clinic as a part of the Rutledge Farm Sessions clinic series. Since 2017, Rutledge Farm has been dedicated to bringing premier educational opportunities to Middleburg, Virginia to support the development of the sport at all levels and for multiple disciplines, including eventing, show jumping, dressage, and equitation.
Experience the 2019 USEA Young Event Horse (YEH) Championships through the judge's eyes! The USEA will be hosting YEH judging seminars during the 2019 USEA YEH Championships. The seminars will be led by the world-renowned judge and co-chair of the YEH Committee Marilyn Payne. All interested parties are welcome to attend.